The feeling of Emptiness...

has been stuck with me ever since he called, and told me that things are over.


I somehow get a naggling feeling that I don't think (or it's just me alone) that doesn't want things to be over...



The feeling of wanting closure is consuming me whole...


I honestly haven't been eating well or sleeping well, and I've resorted to drinking remanants of my drowsy cough syrup from my recent doubt of flu as a way to get me to feel all drowsy and then I await for sleep to come to me...


And then I vaguely hear his laughter, and that familar voice, either subconsciously in my dreams or that i'm simply missing him too much...







Then I wake up, feeling a sense of emptiness that I have never ever felt before...


















I'm feeling so empty....